Yes, sad.
But keep in mind that your iLok asset will authorize 11.3.2, it's just not in your acct.
I think the reason Avid isn't allowing you to download it isn't because they don't like you, it's because then they'd have to count you as being "on plan" and due to crazy accounting B.S. it impacts their numbers somehow. I think you'd have to take Accounting Shenanigans 101 to understand, and I'm not going to do that.